Even though its 1 a.m. at night and I'm kind of dizzy from the ride home, I still felt like saying Hi :).
Today I'm in one of those happy moods.. no apparent reason, just that two months from now I'll be married. It feels so great to be in that zone when you so secure in life. When that uncertainty of who that mystery man would be has ironed itself out, you know who's going to be your armour for the battle called life, everything else from now on would be a breeze, the war between fate and you has finally ended. And fate gave me this chipmunk :P He's mostly good in parts.. and he's been constantly trying to improve. It's been quite a ride!
I had never imagined.. Oh no that is a lie.. I did start the conversations with me being a Bengali Bride in mind, but that was all humorous banter, harmless flirting, who would have thought that it could come to something as concrete as marriage. But it did!
I do consider myself lucky that his parents are nice people too who love me just the way I am. Just like he does!
For once I'm not struggling for approval everyday, I'm not being unhappy about imperfections. I am here and now celebrating myself! Being completely at peace with the way I look, the way I talk, the way I dress, what I weigh :P, what I am, where I'm from. Not one apprehension in my mind, not one doubt :)
To me it seems that there would be no greater feeling that could be stated as love other than the excitement about sharing your imperfections and completing each other. Covered with dirt, grime and wearing tatters still knowing that there is that someone who still thinks your are the prettiest girl on the face of the earth.. not being able to solve a dumb maths problem on some day yet being sure that for someone you are the smartest Man alive!
Yes today is one of those when I am feeling absolutely in love with you Mr. Sen, my soon to husband and forever my secret admirer!
2 months to go!!
On days like these this song just widens my already bright smile.. Hope you enjoy it too!!
Awwww.. :*
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